The Wellness Wall

Written
2011

 The Wellness Wall

While I sat in the waiting room

         anxious to be worked into the schedule,

         impatience would have shown no appreciation.

A room full of people

         waiting to be called

         to the other side of the wellness wall.

In common was our uncertain health

          and a major effort  

          not to  show concern.

Eye messages were avoided

          by heads bowed reading or staring

          at a page in a 2 year old Field and Stream.

Alone with my private thoughts and concerns

          prompted my lay diagnosis

          of the waiting folks.

This one may be pregnant

         the overweight one probably heart problems,

         the limp suggests arthritis.

Time passes until the dead silence is broken

         by people being called and disappearing

         to the other side of the wellness wall.

From the other side of the wall

         comes laughter and the gay banter

       of the fit and  well.

Those called move from silent worry

           into a busy cheerful buzz

          of clinical efficiency.

Body temperature, weight, height determined

         not too different from a clerk checking groceries

         as each measure is noted on a clipboard.

 Led to a room where

         the clothes come off

          and blood pressure noted.

Being told to wait for the doctor

         ends cheerful banter with the nurse

         and leaving me  in the cold room to read

         diplomas and health flyers

Passing time does nothing to warm the room

         and the mind uses

         the flyers to catch every listed ailment.

A knock on the door and calm wellness

          walks in and without

         any sign of distress or concern

          listens to the long list of ailments.

Questions and professional calm,

         a written prescription,

         I dress and leave.

The wellness wall has done its job

         As leaving I already feel better.

Pills in hand I walk and their rattle

         sounds so much like

         the medicine man’s totem.

Do you suppose that all pills

         are placebos and the cure

         is really the wellness wall? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

        

 

 

Notes
Recently got to the doctor'soffice at the Kaiser clinic and found I did not have the appointment I thought I had and they kindly worked me in the schedule. The contrast between the waiting room and the clinic on the other side of the wall was striking. I am sure clinical folks try hard to behave as upbeat as possible and they take this charge serious. None of us is critically ill or we would not be there for a doctor and clinic visit.