Some Observations on Being Very Old

Written
2009

The critical dividing line is noise.

When crossed, some old folks     

    move away from it.

It is as if they want to practice

    for the long eternal silence.

There is an audio

    to the rhythms of life

But to escape the sounds

    they gather in luxury

    with others ancient one.

Care and feeding are not an effort.

Entertainment is organized

     and nearly compulsory.

Symptoms are freely shared,

    and are as contagious as the plague.

But it is very quiet as each wonders

    who will be next to die

    and hoping it won't be them.

The obit column reads

    like their membership list

Here in my noisy neighborhood,

    that is not a key question.

I will undoubtedly be the first to go.

So if I wake in the morning,

    I can be assured that all others are safe.

It is my neighborhood watch.

It is as if I am a fuse

     protecting the young and healthy.

So long as I don't burn out,

    the neighborhood circuit is safe.

My old neighbors have moved on

    one way or another

    and their replacements have noisy children.

I am surrounded by the noise of play

    with its shrill sounds of joy and

    momentary pain.

Every sound is an old sound to me.

I made them with three brothers.

My children and friends made them.

I can sit with a glass of wine, listen,

     and bring forth life memories

    better than a photo album.    

Somewhere in noisy Mexico City,

    where the honking of horns

    are a constant reminder of life,

    I have an unknown colleague.

We are members of

     This is My Time and Space Gang

    so let us be.

I have practiced an argument for many years.

It is to be used when

    my children suggest that I deserve

    a quiet caring place.

The last line of my argument is:

Out of here?

Only feet first!

Notes
I was in the swimming pool listening to the sounds from the neighborhood and it came to me that they were most comforting. Every day I see adolescents pedal off on their bikes. I hear real dogs bark and there are play sounds from children. I have traveled the path the neighbors are on. This time I get to watch and listen without the pain and able to remember the pleasure that goes with the sounds. Move? No Way!