Funeral For A Man I Hardly Knew

Written
2002

 No room to park

      and people somber,

       well dressed

      headed to the church.

Students wearing an adult face

      and their Sunday best.

No seats and still more coming.

Standing by the side aisles

      and in the entry hall.

Five hundred friends and family

      and one stranger.

They waited together.

Respectful silence quietly broken

      by a whispered tale of teaching

       or coaching.

Students looking at each other for

      confirmation of their new behavior. 

The vestibule overflowed to outside

      and still more arrived.

The loving warmth of the five hundred

      taking the chill

      from the cool kiss of death. 

The one for whom they weep was washed

      to the shores of Valhalla on a wave

      of salty tears.

But a stranger was dry eyed.

He could not weep

        for a man he hardly knew.

To honestly mourn

      the stranger needed to know the man

      for whom so many wept.

The bier had a tennis racket

        floral arrangement

      as a reminder of happy times shared.

The minister and a friend had much

      to say of the man.

They were there to bury

        a man of substance.

Patient teacher of those

         who needed his patience

         and love.

A believing,

       optimistic coach who looked for

       for ways to help

       each reach a potential

      in life as well as sports.

Gentle kindness

        mixed with edge softening.

Humor made him

       a masculine role model

       for generations of players and students.

Thus was described a loved man,

       a good man,

        a school man,

         a family man,

        a community man.

The widow shared in a note

       her supportive

        intimacy with her husband.

She told of a husband

       who provided a safe port

       where shoes are thrown off in

       defiance of the terrible confusion

       outside of the charmed circle. 

As " If You Were Somehow Here Again"

       was sung

      the stranger wept

       for the man.

He now could honestly

       grieve for Jack.

He was no longer a stranger 

       and the stranger

       joined the five hundred.


Notes
Went to the funeral of a husband of one of the Joint doctoral program between UC Davis and California State College , Fresno. I only remember that his first name was Jack and that Rosemary Papalewis from CSU Fresno insisted we go to support our student. I must say by the time this was over I did know the man