Dreams Of My Youth

Written
2008

 I remember dreaming that one-day

      I would have

      the money to buy a root beer float.

I watched the older kids slurp

      up the last drop.

And knew that the day would come

      when I would be sitting there at the counter

      in those very seats. 

Time passed and the idea aged like good wine.

But when I earned the money to buy that dream

      and returned to claim my reward

     the soda fountain was

     a showcase for hula-hoops.

Then I watched the Johns Payne and Wayne

      kill off the enemy in the Pacific

     and knew that soon I would be there.

Just before sleep each night,

      I charged through the jungle,

      striking terror in the hearts of the enemy

      to the envy of my friends.

But, the war ended and peacetime Marine Corps

     just wasn't what I had in mind.

Oh, well! I had a crush on Rita Hayward

      and enjoyed looking in the mirror

       to admire her future lover

       so clean cut and debonair.

Just as I started to shave,

       the blow fell

       and she married a clarinet player.

Seems I never got to the table on time.

I had the appetite of a hungry bear and

       the world should have been mine.

Instead, I found the ashes

      of yesterday's volcanoes.

I have never been disappointed in a dream.

It has been reality that was the bummer.

So, in my rocking chair I remember

       the dreamed taste of a

      root beer float with the affection

      usually recorded by the connoisseur.

And know in my heart that I should never try one

       even if a soda fountain is found.

 

Notes
Published in the "Yolo Crow" Summer 2008 -Volume 11