The Day Crazy Charlie Died

Written
1994

 The obit said he was 80 and

       survived by a sister and numerous

      nephews and nieces.

Preceded in death by his parents,

      he died in a hospital,

      surroundedby his loving family.

He attended church regularly

       at Our Lady Of Guadalupe Catholic Church.

       There were some of us who remembered him

       as  Crazy Charlie and now he was dead.

The years have passed all too fast but

      critical moments with Charlie

       will lastwith me forever.

Etched in my brain are the thousands times

     that we teased Crazy Charlie

      and then dodged the awkwardly thrown stones

      of his feeble retaliation.

He was a school recess sport for all of us.

We never thought of him as having parents,

      sisters and brothers and people who loved him.


Charlie was different - he was simple and

Charlie was simple and

      with the cruelness of children

       we called him crazy.

 

If asked if Charlie was human

      we would have laughed a "no!"

      we were not aware that Charlie was one of us.

There was in Charlie a great deal

       of his tormentors.

  And in his tormentors there was  much of Charlie.


Without hostile thought we treated Charlie

       worse than a stray dog.

We were Children too kind  to step on an insect

      yet taunted Charlie.

So Charlie became our teacher

       and his obit a final lecture.

The memory so etched grows more clear with time

      and his obit.

Guilt comes with understanding.


I wish I could go back

      and simply smile at Crazy Charlie.

For he taught me what it means to be human.

 

 

Notes
This poem is about a mentally retarded man who came by Rice Junior High School in my home town of Trinidad Colorado every day. From watching the way others treated him ( and me too some times) I learned humanity and never lost this sense of compassion,